Patient, Believes, Dreams

Patient, a word that can be define by 2 meaning, a person who is in the clinic/hospital or "Capable of calmly awaiting an outcome or result"

So, why am i quoting the second meaning?
A true meaning for me, patient, regarding what happened to me today, i was practically being patient, trusting my guts that something good will happen today. So it did, was it PLAIN lucky? or just that my patient pay off...Hrmmm....

A day have passed, and tomorrow will be another new day, i have to say, what i am doing now as a living, in this company called DNMC international, it has really put me into doubts everyday. I walk in to the office, being confident, excited and bla bla bla, BUT, am i acting it? or i am already one of them? i DONT KNOW, all i know that is, i have to BELIEVE.

So, Believing, is to expect or suppose that i will do well in this industry even though it is really competitive and everyone is totally against it. Bah!!! it is so contradicting to just even think about it, my 100 grand degree is totally useless in reality, all i could probably do is to be a white collar worker jus like everyone, but i have a DREAM, a DREAM that strives me to work hard and do shits before achieving it.

My Dreams, My believes, My Patient, are my strength that i live to do what am i doing now. Nothing very big to bragged about. its JUST me, Just Plain old Louis, and one CRAZY person i am ..