Night Thoughts....

Change is undeniable, whether its to the better or worst.

Few months back, when everything crumbled, i decided to end it. Maybe it was a bad decision or bad call, but i guess there has to be someone who is adamant enough to stop everything.. So i took the decision ...

But looking back now, maybe its just me, i think i probably made a good decision. Things changes, everything changed, people are much happier, there is no more arguments, only sweet talks and messages flying around. The best part is, the ability to let go and accepting something new...

Sometimes, things said aren't all truthful, it may alter last minute, it may change. Comment's, statement made can be all fake, can be truthful. Still it may even stand at the very last moment.
Most importantly, its what you perceive and think in the heart. If you think that it is true, it will always be true, if you think that it is horrible, it could only be worst.

At this point of time, even though i maybe branded as cruel, i still will not regret my stand, i may regret the move taken, but i will not regret what i said. Looking back all the things I've done, i was trying to be someone, and not being myself. Maybe if i was myself, then i wouldn't have face so much obstacle...

Finally, i can walk away now, in peace, into a portal of unknown.

Pulau Ketam ( Episode II )

Well, the last thing was the dragon stick, hahaha.. after all the dragons were being lit, it was already dark, and time to turn in...

The next morning, we had a short walk around the beach, it was opposite of Pulau Ketam, you got to have a boat/sampan to get there, and its consider a sinking island over there because when the waves sweeps in, the island will go invincible!!!

I was walking down the beach when i saw this *dead*fish, looks like bawal putih to me.. hehehe.. so i picked up and decided to honour it by having a picture with it.. But mind you, the fish was already dead for at least a day i believe.. because it was.. STINKY!!!

Then i threw the fish back where it belong, the sea... didnt want it to rot on the sand, it wiwll attract unwanted visitors and bacteria....

Then i moved on to have a snap with my heng Dai... Decided to have a strong pose! turns out all right!! haha.. but i think i bend too much... i had a backache after that.. ouch!

Last but not the least, i always try to take a picture that i can define the feelings in my heart.. just like the picture below.. Walking into a sea of unknown, nothing beside me, and waiting for some one who can share my adventure with me.... (fishes maybe)?? haha..

Neck Structure!

So i was talking to this person today, gosh, i always miss talking to this person, i do not know why, maybe i can just be myself when i talked and there is no limitations... haha.. but this person is one tough person to handle, the only danger is you will never get a reply if X(this person) thinks that the text you send is not important!! hahaha..

Well, M gonna stop on X flaws, lets have a look on what i just realize today... after so bloody long... But its a good thing when u cant see all the good things when you know one person. So i was talking and talking.. then X was a little pissed, quite pissed i would say with someone in the management, so she was practically getting all weapons and ammo's out and ready to go to war if the management were to go against X's wishes. As X was talking, i was listening.. and i realize.. wow, what a beautiful neck structure X has! the two bars that connects the neck to the face, as u can see below... ( there is only one below by the way...) cant do much due to the limitations..

it was like a rhythm!! when X speaks, it was very synchronize, just like what we see in an orchestra, the piano and the guitar makes a perfect combination. This was the same feeling i had when i saw how the structure moved!!

Haha.. i would say it was quite exhilarating.. i do not mean anything, but sometimes, i realize, all our naked eyes see are just beauty and not knowing other structure can be so beautiful... what more the heart and the future that we cant see!

p/s, im not a PERV by the way, just sharing the thoughts on my daily observation N happenings.. cheers... Thanks X!

Best N the Rest

Today was my sister graduation.. Graduan >>> Graduate! sounds impressive the tagline.. I love that tagline as well!!

Well, anyway.. congrats to her and all the other graduates who got their *official* cert today. Well, judging on the amount of people getting their degrees in their specialized field. Corporate companies will not face any trouble on short of human resource. Grats again to the graduate's in getting their certs and Good Luck to their future employers!

However, one thing came across my mind when i see all this fresh graduates, there was a few things that crossed my mind at that moment...

1) this is only partially one group of them. There is so many learning institutes, universities out there.. imaging the students who are graduating.. I think the amount, Impressive. Mayb 10 thousand graduates? 20? nobody knows...

2) What job will they apply? What companies will take them ? Do they stand a chance to be succesful like their parents ? Some will, Some will not, For those who are not, they will just have to try extra hard ( just lik me )

3) Hrmm.. I just dont know where are they heading.. Still., i wish them good luck!

Nevertheless, i always think that the best will always be the one which will outshine others.

But, If you are not the Best,
Then you might just fall in the category of *you are just like the rest*....

Just Like this dishes, not oustanding.. Just like any other dishes... where u can get anywhere...

Crab Island!! ( Episode 1 )

I was at Pulau Ketam for the past 2 days, on the invitation of Alex. So 10 of us went on his invitation.. Ketam, here we come!!

There were some praying going on, so i just went, one intention is to experience it, another is to see how pulau ketam is as i have not been there before, ( maybe bring my XXXX there in the future ) who knows!! hahaha... but now not thinking of that yet..

The trip there was urmm... Eye shocking, yet challenging, The toilet there are practically the sea!! hahaha.. besides the one we stayed in the hotel tho... had some fun releasing some unwanted stuff's in to the sea!! In the toilet that is above the sea....

We reached there at 6PM, was pretty late, the dad brought us to an isolated island and left us there to rot..hahaha there was practically nothing to do over there!! haha,,, took some really nice pictures tho.. but its not here.. only had one which is impressive enough to show. Will upload one and the others another time....

Since it's an island, i was craving for seafood even tho i wasnt feeling very well, but after freshining up, all the restaurants was close!! So we went for LaLa Jien, and porridge, BBQ chicken wings, some deep fry stuff.... Alex can really eat, i was practically quite sad.. i wanted my CRAB!! hahaha...

GOsh, Crab island is really boring at night.. no wonder everyone is so rich there.. there is practically no entertainment!! and no cars!! People only need to spend on their food, Mode of transport is either by walking, cycling or biking!! hahaha the road there are not mend for cars....

After everything, was practically quite tired, but we still have to go for prayers.. And this.. Is call the Dragon Joystick!!!!!!!!! I Light one of it myself, some people says it helps you in ur career and etc!! hahaha.. wont let anyone touch it except myself... Very Impressive after all the joysticks has been lit...

N e x t E p i s o d e ...

Moving out of my comfort zone

I have just recently did something crazy...

In the span of 3 months, i quit my job, took on another which i have no experience in. Moving forward with no weapon, only integrity and a vision to succeed.

I moved out of my comfort zone, i left PJ, where i grew up, stayed and found a job. But all these is history, I have been away for many days, and this is the first time. I felt like im missing all the fun back in KL, but i know sacrifice has to be made in order for me to succeed.

The first few days away from home was horrible, i slept late, woke up early and stare at the ceiling wondering what am i doing here. But then when i sit up straight, i knew why i was here..

Its tough i have to say, but im glad now that im back here for KL, even if its a short one. Because after today, everything is gonna change...

Good Luck

To Some People who studied in McDonald, I wish you good Luck

Your hardwork will be fruitful, and a new journey will began after you all pass this barrier.

Good Luck!

Gloomy

Today is a gloomy day... i do not know why, i should be happy.. But i find myself = Not at all Happy....

I haven been home for few days, i am starting to miss home, now i realize why they say home sweet home. I miss my dad, i miss my family members, i miss the street, i miss where i can call friends to yum cha, miss the time that i can find someone to for a movie.. etc etc...

Tmr is gonna be another new day, how i hope i can foresee my future, at least i could find comfort in everything i do. But i know that is impossible, it will never happen. But i still wish it happen... =.=

I hope that i could get everything sorted out. Then i could at least head home and see my dear daddy, my sister just got a job offer, bravo to her, make sure you read the offer and contract before you make ur decision!! its critical!! one decision can decide ur path to doom or glory!!!

Its already 12 am, i am tired, but i cant seem to sleep, i feel like finding someone to talk to, but nobody will be awake at this time. Now im really in the gloomy mode, not even close to happy mood, dammit, but i cant do anything about but just sleep it away....

HAIHZ!!!!!!

Busy Busy and Busier

I do not know where all my time go!!

I need more time!! When im busy, time flies, when im not, time stood and waited for me...

Arggh!! i need more time!! and i cant seem to arrange everything in order!!

I need more time!! ^&^#&*$*((

Lost & Found

Yay! Found my lost tag.. saved me my money.... my touch N go.. found with the card.. hurray....

People sometimes say that things that are lost R not being found easily.. i totally agree to that.. so i decided to let it be and forget about it. and voila! it did appear in a day!! lalalala.. a little happy over here...

i am really happy with all this small little things, i do not know why, sometimes even some more astonishing things happen and i wont be extremely happy over it.

Nevertheless... I'm still glad that things didn't turn out that bad ...