Robin.. Hood?

So, the night crow in me is awake again...

I went out dinner with few of my buddies, chinlim, yew hoe and his gf. the dinner was extremely expensive!! paid RM17 for hokkien mee! haiyo, if it is like that, the next time i will rather pay an extra of rm3 and we can enjoy unlimited buffet steamboat flow.. tsk tsk.. but it will be all together wrong kind of food..hahaha

anyhow, after dinner, i went and yum cha wit my penghean and tucky, haven seen them for a reallllli long time.... and it was already.. 12, and tucky asked, *have you guys watched Robin Hood? *.  So there it go, we decided to go for the movie in midvalley as there is a showing at 12.30 and we are 100% confident no other people will be like us.. haha.

Robin Hood.

When i was watching, i was expecting Mr. Robin, to have an bow and arrow with him, of course i dont mind that he will eventually fall for Marion. A widow whose husband went to war right after their marriadge. And this was what surprise me.

Ermm.... An axe???? hahahaha.... i was really dumbfounded, the whole movie, it didnt quite reflect what i had in mind. Robin hood was like a childhood playtoy to me. The way he goes with his merrymen, stealing for the poors and etc etc etc.... hahaha.. and this scene, certainly caught me off guarded. Well, after everything, as in when the show was going to end. IT stated. The legend therefore begins.... ohz.. now i know, means this is how it all started off....hahahaha... fictionally... lolx! Im not sure whether there is written prove, but then again, who cares?

Finally. THis is what i wanted. Hahah... but there is nothing about it. But yea, its still Robin Hood. But it was like the Before Robin Becomes a Hood. And Tucky was asking me. .. so why is he call Robin Hood? ask me? I told him.. that is cause... He wears a Hoodie? That is how the name came from. Haha.

21/5/10

Late Late Late update! :)


Now, how have myself been. This has been like a diary to me. This online blogspot.

Once a friend told me. * The possibility of you having a trustable friends, a true friend after your study, college, uni life is highly impossible as you start walking into the working life. *

I didnt expect how it was gonna turn out to be. I, being me, was always being nice to everyone. exceptionally nice to the ones i always think of, care of and thoughtful of. However,  Not everything are rosy. You can be nice. But to some other people. It is a threat. A threat that can change their destiny. A threat to destroy what they want the most.

I myself have learn a few trades of myself when i was working in the corporate world. Then i came out on my own. Set up a small business with a great partner. And yes, this partner is a friend i met after i came out working. and it turns out. it isnt that bad after all!!! but when i was in the corporate world. I didnt share much of myself. Because the more i share. The more i am expose to the threats and enable people to attack my weak point.

Nonetheless, i will say this is survivor skill. May the best win and the worst stumble and fall and rise again to meet up to expectation. that is the best way it should be. Everyone has its own rights to shine.

DESTROI.......

I am in a very destructive mood this morning.. i feel like destroying everything that is around me. Including myself.

Damm

Hmmph. Busy Day

Yay, Finally a busy itshy day....

Morning.. Swimming, then leave for breakfast, waited for whole 50 min just for the pork noodles!! omigoodness.... and personally.. dont find anything impressive of it.

Then back to discussion with a few guys, taukeh, kids and etc etc. Business opportunities and etc etc etc... .nothing really fruitful yet. The idea is there. but i still think there is many loopholes that they are not aware about. What we can only do is the plan, implementing it need some time.

Till now. Gosh. Time to turn in. Nitez.

The learning Curve.

I have thought a lot for this whole week. I did nothing this week!!! oh that is so wrong!!! hahah... i cant accept it in my life. I prefer my life to be occupied with things to do. At least things that will make me earn my dough and etc etc....

I started planning again. Plan for the Present, future and etc. I know my plans might not come true. But i need to plan, or it will never come true. implementing it was not gonna be easy. But someone's got to do it. and that is me.

I met a few people, had a few discussion. Made a few comments. And i finally think i know where i am heading. I hope i know. And i hope the decision i am taking, will be able to fulfill what i had in my mind and heart. For that, it is a good start.

Looking back, past 6 months, i left a good company and a well paid job to start off on my own. It did not really benefit me wholly except i really do have a lot of freee free time. But all this free time, i cant turn it into workable stuffs because i do not have adequate capital to start off. Resources are short. but i've learn a lot. Its a learning curve that involves money. But a curve that i think i will never forget.

And my next step... :) For me to know, for others to find out .

12/5/10

Its already thursday, i have yet again wasted my 3 days... i didnt manage to do what i wanted. Totally felt wasted and all the time i spent was on useless and unnecessary stuffs. :(

There is a small regret today however, to my bro, mr Ah Loong, i'm sorry to cause you got caught by the Hantu's.... must have cost you another fortune. Should not have spoke to you on your handphone for so long. I have no idea why is there so many hantu lying around as well today. Dammit. Again, i apologise to you. It was really my fault. My Deepest apologies to ya.

Back to my drawing board. I have started to do planning again. The last plan is taking too long and its overdue. Cant leave it lying around. Got to start implementing it. haha.. but for now, its on a pause. Because it is at a planning stagge. Damm it.

There is nothing exciting that happen for the past 2 days. But all happen today. I called up a friend today. And i accidentally made her cry..  no idea what is wrong with my mouth. Cause the fella say cannot access facebook, so i went to dia punya page lorhz.. read her all the msg.. mana tao... CHARM...... i heard sobbing... Jialat... oh no oh no... hahaha... and me being me.. dont cry lar.. jangan nangis lar....

I think i will just keep quiet next time *( i have said this for since i know when and i haven able to stop yet ). I've cause a friend to get summons and a friend to cry. Enough ..... the more i talk the more i wrong.

Enough Said For Today. no Good!

9/5/10

1) First thing first.. CHELSEA is the EPL champion for 2009/10!!!


2) now, back to me, Im getting tired nowadays. No idea what am i doing. No idea where should i find my motivation. I could only do things blindly. Try everything. and see what interest me best, they say. If you love what you are doing, you will never get bored. Am finding *that*

Woke up in the morning, it was mothers day, but my mom is in UK :) lol, anyhow, was suppose to text some1, but looking at facebook and realize that she slept so late, decided to delay the sms. So i made an appointment with some1 and waited. But she didnt turn up. She told me her son was sleeping.. hiahz. suddetnly received a call, from my staff in kampar, told me she had to go back becuz she felt unwell.... so i rush from ipoh to kampar and open the shop for at least 4 hours before i pack and left.

And when i was leaving, i drove past bidor, decided to stop and buy the duck leg noddle... and bloody hell, when i look into the packing she gave me, it wasnt the leg at all!! it was the thigh! how can!! and when i confronted them, they told me they ran out of duck leg!! and i told them, you should have very well inform me before you sell it to me! that is really irresponsible of you all!! The aunty still can smile at me...omigod...stupid.. stupid!!

Then i decided to take a challenge.. ahaha.. i took a straw, a pair of chopstick, and started eating while im driving!! Exciting! but crazy i must say... hahaha.. i actually putting my own life in danger.. and im so not gonna try it again. I passed my own test with flying colours... but its no, not gonna do it again.. ahaha.. eating SOUP noodles, driving, and even answering the phone.... i must be really out of my mind...

After reaching home, went out with daddy to watch the EPL match, ahah,, daddy is my mommy as well :) so have to accompany him. cant always let him be alone watching football matches.

Now, how time flies, its so late, and i dont understand why am i not tired yet. Am still here writing and writing, i have so much in my heart, but i dont know who can i talk to.  how i hope im back at this place.....
 

8/5/10. Habis

8/5. Turn it the other way round and its my birthday. Another year is gonna pass just like that. Time is moving so fast, and so little time i have.

Woke up really late this morning, was suppose to meet up a friend, but got canceled. so i could sleep in later, and when i woke up, my whole body was aching.. dammit. Im really catching up with age.... ahaha.. so i decided to i stay at home and do some reading N updating. However, i still left home at 12 to go to the bank. Dont wanna be late. because i know once i get out of the house. My schedule starts moving and running.

Went to Public Bank, after finishing my banking duties, i left to bangsar. and i got stuck in the jam, and the office HQ of melealuca for 3 whole hours. when i finally got everything done it was nearly 3.30. damm... Peng hean called, waanted to meet me in centrepoint. So i agree to meet him even tho i need to go back to bangsar and meet up my ex-colleague for dinner. Rushed home, had a bath, and out i go again. After some discussion with him, i left to bangsar at 5. Was running a little late and how lucky i was, there is no jam! :)

Then stayed there for a while, propose some ideas, and sell some ideas, and see whether they are interested in buying it... then i left in my ex-boss car. haha..  kereta baru altis :). For me, car .. not important. but nevertheless, i still enjoy the ride because i do not need to drive through the jam! was suppose to visit one of our sick colleague in ampang, but decided to abandone the plan because the road was really terribly jammed up. So, we headed to Jalan IMBI and have *their and my* favourite seafood place.

The stall only open at 7 and we reach at 6.30. It was a tad too early. but overall it was fine. we had a group of 9. haha.. and they asked me whether i miss working with them, me? i told them, you guys miss me more than i miss u all !

After dinner, we headed to the hospital to visit the colleague, Leen, she was hospitalized with viral fever.Just a short visit, and they drop me off back in bangsar to get my car. Headed home and i got a ring from Chris inviting me to velvet! , *IM SORRY chris*!! im too tired.. ahaha.. to party. but i can stay up awake and surf and write :)

So i am here. now, after a full *day*. Nice. and i think im getting heaty with after having crabs, prawns, Bah Li Tong, and La La.

HABIS.

Top paying jobs for women

Top paying jobs for women


Occupational Therapists
Computer Scientists and Systems Analysts
Management Analysts
Computer Programmers
Physicians and Surgeons
Computer Software Engineers
Computer and Information Systems Managers
Lawyers
Pharmacists

(http://news.malaysia.msn.com/photogallery.aspx?cp-documentid=4069723&page=9)

So i stumbled across this post in msn malaysia just now. and decided to copy it down. Nowadays, women do not like to consider themselves as housewife and etc etc compare to the olden days...
I pretty much respect women who can perform their abilities well at a high level. It makes me look up to them as i do not feel there should be any issue. Wthere its a women or a men, whoever can perform and deliver the result is always worth respecting unless...! unless,,,!!  she is one arrogant bastard.

Nevertheless, top paying job is as listed. Lawyers... ahaha.. makes me think of the show i watched 2 days ago. How a women can go to the extent to get what she wants. Very cruel, but life is hard, and everyone wants instant success....

Just how Fast Time will come and whisk past You.

Time Flies... We all know that.. and it flies extremely fast...

What happen 2 weeks/3weeks ago seems like a flashback. Everthing seem to happen just fornight or even yesterday. There was no time to even take a breather and look back and see what we have done and appreciating. All we can do is appreciate what is going around us and be glad about it.

Life for me has been moderate. No matter how much i try to make myself happy, i felt that there is a hole beneath. I cant seem to find what is the cause of it. I have not been sleeping well, I used to love to sleep. I adore *sleep*. It was my best friend and best mate. But not now, he is drifting further every night and i do not know why. It doesn't like being around me. it hurts.

Probably i have too much concern in my mind. Or even because i do too much unnecessary thinking. It is awful. I tried not to think,  thought or even use my brain when i try to sleep. I succeed. But just after 4 hours it is futile as i will be awake in no time.

I just got to find a way, the cause of the hole. and im still thinking. Putting myself at a risk to race against time. and there is got to be a way to stop it...

Problems, Uncertainties and Troubles

Before i go on. We should watch IP man.

Yes we should. Maybe not once. Twice.

Problems/uncertainties/troubles arises, what happen next? we avoid? Ignore? Hide? Face it gracefully?

When i was working back then, i took the very first step. Avoiding and Ignoring it. It gave me a lots mroe problem, sleepless nights, and more trouble with people. i didnt understand what was going on, or should i say, i didnt want it to happen. I knew there was gonna be a problem if i took the step. But i invited it. yet i still choose to ignore and avoid it. Worse, hide it.

The end result turns out to be catastrophe. We will never get the answer on the outcome. nor the result. Everything will blow off uncertaintly and causes uneasyness among people. I had my issue. and instead of getting it done. by avoiding it. it became worst, it became horrible and to the extent that i have to be humble and defend myself.

Well, after that, i started to learn. i learn to face it. Learn to talk it out. Learn to express. Avoiding or Ignoring everything will never end. Giving an answer to the other party is so much better than avoiding it. At least the other party knows what is going on and how to handle it. Be it good or bad. There is sure a way out.

Well, bottomline is. If there is any problem, or any uncertainty. Face it. Do not run away or try ignoring it. Leaving it lying around is irresponsible. it is just unfortunate there is still a very big percentage of human beings, sometimes leaders still choooses this way out as they think its best left like this. i say its nuisance. Preach people to be responsible, But do not practice personally. Then again, Life's like this. It is just awful when you have to face people like this.

SHoo~

1st May 2010. Labour Day

1st May, A day where every working class people always look forward to... A day i always looked forward to as well. Till recently when i came out on my own.

It just feel like yesterday when im still attached to ETIQA, everything was a flashback. what happen so quickly after a year. its been a wonderful, yet fulfiiled experience with them. But leaving them was one of the sacrifices i needed to make in order for me to run after my goal.

Woke up very early morning, and i cant fall back to sleep, i really hated this feeling.. i hate it and hate it and hate it. Worst, i had diarrhoe, must have been the indomie i had last night. Guess it's starting to have effect on my weak stomach. It was so awful until i decided to go for a swim at 10.30 pm, water treatment. My self-recipe treatment. Haha.. but it didnt last long because i was runnning again to the loo after i swam just 2 lapzs!!! Came home, did all my washing and went out to buy daddy lunch. Gonna be a filial son when i stil have the chance to do it. After i had my lunch, i was so tired from the washing stomach of mine and i decided to sleep......

Shawn woke me up at 2pm. Told me he was bored to death, he proposed to go Tropicana ! and be4 that he would like a swim.... haha... so swimming again. well, me is me. Okie. Can. if i have the time. i will agree to anything people proposed.

So we went for a swim, then tropicana, he brought so many friends along and we nearly got questioned! luckily we were members over there... lovely place to relax and chill out. Then later at night i went to Chinlim * so called first day Gaji Partiee...* hahaha... free dinner.. But i was too full to eat anything. moreover, my tummy wasnt very well yet... unfortunately, i still had quite a lot, the food was to tempteous to miss!!

So that's my Labour Day. So called holiday. A day to remember or a day to forget?