Learning From Others.

When we were kids, we were thought to learn.
Learn to walk, run, eat.

Then we move on to teenage. we were again, thought to learn
Learn to Study, Learn to behave, Learn to be independent.

Then we hit adult Stage, we were again, told that learning never has its limits.

But most of us stop on adult stage when people say we should learn. We started to tell people
that we know most of the things. Or mostly i will say in my own situation.

Always assume that life is so pretty much simple that it should not be complicated. Often let slip of what shouldnt be happening, breaking promises, trusting the wrong person, getting at the very wrong end of people, misreading what will be happening in the future and etc etc.

How i sometimes wish that i could turn back time. Just for a short while, amend what happen and never look back. But it is something deemed impossible, not mentioning that it would not happened.

I just hope all this thing end asap. I've had enough. I cant move on like that. It keeps lingering.

And i am starting to go back to infant stage. Where i wish i could learn again. and learn from others.

01/07/2011

What another Hectic Week it has been...

It was not long ago when i was in PAHANG, then Penang for a day, then Kelantan In and Out the next day. .Then to Ipoh. Then to KL. The whole interval was Crazy. The schedule, inhuman, the Feeling and Spirit, Devastating.

It was not long ago i tell myself i shouldn't have such a crazy schedule, but it is just unfortunate that due to some issue, it was not in the plan and therefore i can say it was all last minute confirmation and preparation.

Of course, with work, i still always try to find time and spend time with my love ones, they are one thing i will never neglect, and i constantly says or write it to prevent myself from forgetting it. I must say, i thoroughly enjoyed quite a good days of *free* time even though i was tied up with a lot of stuff and things to do. Was constantly paying attention to my BB, mind wanders off to see what i can prepare for the next week, what can be tackle, what are the strategy, how to prevent myself to be in big trouble and of course, securing business.

Now, its much terrible when u know that you are running short of time and there is nothing much u can do and u feel like tat u needed more time to do it. To be able to get what u want. ( and i presume that is what Poor People thing) because Rich people tends to have more time than usual and i will really like to learn a few tricks or two to.

Well, at least now, everything is still under control, or so i think it is. Just got to persevere, in everything. and sometimes people just don't understand what are you doing. Parents or relatives, or whoever, they always able to find fault in You, sometimes even after u have given your advice. or being Adviced. and i just hate that feeling. Totally.

Well, my mind is pretty stuck much now. Its getting late. and i promised to be in bed before 12. Well, that is because i need to be in Penang tmr. Well done Louis.

Shall write again. Good night world. Sweet dreams Cloud.