The Call

The Call Came.

I Picked up. Decision Made.

No Hesitation. It has to be done.

I Thank the person who made the call. It made my future looks bright and rosy.

Thank You again. I Treasured the call.

The Lame and Stupid Dumb Dumb Pin

Hahah.. i do not know how true is this.. but i was stuck in a training given by the company and the trainer was caught off guard when a "single" answered his question....

Trainer Azree :What is the biggest problem after marriage?
Me : (proudly) Handling the Mother In law!!!

Trainer Azree : Wow, you must have either experience it or heard it from somewhere...
Me : ( lazily ) TV shows a lot this kind of show mah...

Trainer Azree : Ok, you are right, and if you cant handle your mother in law.. what is the next problem?
Me : ( with a stupid dumb dumb face ) of course there will be a WAR.......

Trainer Azree: ahahhaa... you should start not saying anything.. it is not as serious as you the way you are putting it...
Me : :) :) :) :) :)

Crossroads..

Have you ever reach a point of life where you need to choose?

Have you ever reach a certain point of emotion u know you will either collapse or stay tough?

Have you ever reach a traffic light and you do not know whether to turn left, right or go straight?

Have you ever reach a point where you think whether you should love or not love?

Have you ever reach a point where you think whether you should continue fighting on or just give up?

Have you ever reach a point where you think that you should need be with the group of friends or not?

Me? im thinking now.. and its really bad because im so engrossed and obsessed in it i cant figure out what i can do..

I have 2 crossroads now..
A road is to continue with my routine, working, follow the cycle of life...
Another road.. is to defy the odds, sacrifice what i have now and do what i believe in and bet on my own future..

Damm... im really in a deep dilemma N im really running out of time.. Just like the dimsum below.. Choose the full green 1 or the one which have 2 fillings...

Hahaha....

1)
Single : Why do girls always cry when they are getting married ?

Married : That is because they are sad to leave their parents and people who love them.

Single : Then Why Are You Crying Now?

Married : That is because, after she cried for a day, my wife make me cry every day!!

2)
Single : Hey married, which is the happiest day of your life?

Married : On the day i was married..

Single : What about your saddest day of your life?

Married : ( looking depressed ) Everyday after im married...

3)
Single : Uncle, why do you look so Happy?

Uncle : Because my daughter is getting married!

Single : Aunty, then why are you looking worried?

Aunty : Im afraid that my in law will call off the wedding!

4)
Three stages of life.

Young and dangerous

Middle aged and adventurous.

Old and Useless.

( I apologize for being lame... )

Hahahaa.. i do not know why i wrote all these, but i was exposed to all this when i am here in ipoh.

Dont miss me KL, i know you dont, but ahaha... be ready for this trouble maker!!

A rephrase of the Trip i made today....

Morning. 9 am.
Meeting with Claims Department to sort and iron out certain issues for the meeting with the client CEO on friday

Morning 10.30am
Left to Kepong for sort of a few issues on the upcoming dream.

Morning 11.30am
Receive a call, have to go back to bangsar to sign my performance KPI!! damm it!! i waited whole morning and no one say a thing and i have to rush back there... but thanks to my partners i was able to rush back in time.. Sign and move on for lunch...

Noon 12.30 am
Lunch at Segambut, one of the best seafood mee around.. but expensive.. and its really heaty after eating it. so really really need to drink lotsa water...

Noon 1.30 PM
At Yaohan, Realize that there is a beauty convention in PWTC... lots of girls sure go.. for me.. not interested..haha... that is where the guys spend and the girls smile ;)

Noon 2.30 PM
Sorted out the miscellaneous issue, but have to rush back to Kepong because my car is there.. and boss is starting to calll.. also, we cant collect the documents, can only collect it after an hour...

Noon 3.00 PM
Rush from kepong back to Bangsar, cant really go fast with all the traffic lights turning red when im reaching.. so i prayed, yea.. i did.. i never prayed... but i dont know Y i did this time.. * he was there... He let the last 4 traffic light green where i was able to speed a little to reach office...

Evening 4.00 PM
Reached office, sort out a few things, time is running out.. the goverment office close at 5 and i have to go out before it to get my stuffs.... so i rushed out again.. to PWTC... tired tired.. i do not even have the time to sit down and think...

Evening 4.30 PM
Reached PWTC, in and out in a jiffy, headin back to office again....

Evening 5.20 PM
Thank god no jam, office.. and then i left again.. this time is real far.. i have to go serdang to pick up my brother and cousin brother stuffs. Morever, i receive a call from my boss and he told me to go to menara hapseng to entertain my clients... Shucks.. what a day.. im not cursing it.. but im feeling the strain...

Night.. 7.30 PM
After going to serdang, now on my way to Metropol to drinking session... i ordered 2 roti canai when i was in serdang.. cant drink when im having an empty stomach.. it was real horrible the roti.. but i still push it down my throat....

Night 10 PM.
Finally, now my client/friends proposed to go IMBI for lala...hahaha.. have to go lar.. drove there, had our food, then one of the guys realize that she left her car keys in the office.. jialat.. hahaha... usual lar... being the nice guy.. i offered to drop her home... she was staying at tmn desa.. its a detour.. but what to do.. i do not want to leave ppl stranded and take teksi at 11pm at night...

Night 11.30 Pm
Home!! But i have to go out agian.. back to PWTC, i promise i will show my dad the way to PWTC, i think he knows how to go.. but he just want to double confirm it.... So.. there it goes, but im glad that i took him out, it was a previous 45 minutes drive, we talk about everything, life, work, financial, etc etc... i always appreciate all these moments....

Night 12. 30 PM
Finally at home.. Bath and wash up, had a cake.. oh, i just remembered.. i miss my dinner as well even though we had lala... i was taking care of the *drunken* friend.. gosh... so i have to take that cake or else i will have gastric...

Now, im here, scribbling what i did the whole day.. i still have lots and lots of things to write. But i think i will keep it to myself and only share when friends ask me to.

Night 1.30 PM
Again, a day passed, time flies, always be ready for a new challenge for a new day...

GOOD NITE LOUIS.

Oh No!!!

No water is bad enough...

Then my faithful car gave up on me... the aircond leak into the *motherboard* of the gear.. and there goes my motherboard....

I just got the bill... holding it, looking at the amount... no gooD....

Oh no, oh No and a big Oh no... kaolat....

No water...

Habis lar this time...

House no water... jialat....

Syabas say thursday no water.. but it started today.. haihz haihz haihz..

ROTTING

I think i know why am i boring....



I DO NOT SMOKE, so i cant release stress out my smoking...

I rarely drink, i do drink, but occasionally...

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And the worst is.. i do not LULU - ING!!!

Shit!! Life sucks for me.. i do not have anything that all guys do.. i seriously think i rather go rot in hell....

Uncle

Is all uncle hamsap?

i do not know why.. but people always say working uncle's are slightly more *honry* or Hamsap.
Everyday i tell myself i do not want to fall in that category..

If i have a wife (which i hope i ) kekekekek, i will only love her. I might stare, i might fantasize, i might peak, i might ermm.. look?, but i wont cheat or Hamsap... wait.. stare is hamsap right? nah, not even stare at all or even peak..

Aih.. bottomline is i will not allow myself to fall in that category!!!!

But i will do this lar... hahaha..

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A few experience for a few days

I went to the golf course for the first time.
Damm, i sucked big time, it was awful, embarassed, and i think i do not know where should i put my face.

But after going through the humility and sad experience, i learnt how to play, at least a little. Which is the first step to success.. i hope i will be able to play well one day. Not now mayb, but i will.

Do not always give up when you do not get what u want, go for it, strive for it, remember, before u can walk up straight, u started crawling and subsequently enduring a few falls before u eventually run around with your two feet.

Not all people around you are nice. i have experience that as well. But i will just sometimes be nice. If i do not be nice, i will just comply, as i believe, the guy up there know's what is best for me... friends can be nice, and awful, some can even backstap you for their own good... i've been through it as well, well, all i can say, embrace it and learn through experience.. What to do... Life ma! who say it was gonna be easy?

When i was studying, i did not do well, i always suck. i even have a friend who tells me nonsense and i fail the paper. I picked up myself up, since nobody help, i usually approach the lecturer or ask somebody else, there is bound to be somebody who is willing to help. I will never say i live a good study life. i failed my college before i got my degree ( small kids, please do not do this ). Until now, i still doubt whether did i do the correct course. But i've been through it, it was never a neccessity to study, but it is like a passport to a lot of people. Without it, life will be tougher. Unless u live with it, or u will suffer and wither with it...

When you think that nobody appreciate you, look around you, if there is still nobody, walk up to ur parents, they are the last person who will ever abandon you. But still, there is of course some different case where the friends are better appreciater than the parents.

Well, i have tons and tons of thing to write, but im so tired these days, i have so many things running through my head, i do not know where will i stop, sleep and leisure has become a luxury to me....

Good night... zzzzz.......

Someone gve me durian.. but i do not eat.. so guess what i did...


i tried to hang it as a earring, but it was futile.. it was too heavy.. so in the
end i just decided to hold it.. 1 big 1 small... ekeke

Start

This is the hardest part of everything.

Before

you start walking, you keep felling down.

you start studying, you need to learn your vocab.

you start working, you need to study

you start earning money, you need to work.

After that,

You start getting lazy, thinking that learning is a stupid process, working is a drag, end of the day, You fall into a hole and you look up. and WONDER.

Damm, why didn't i started doing everything properly?

Opportunity

Every wonder how u missed one opportunity?

Opportunity come and go, either u grab it or you will never will have it.. Disregard how it will turn out, quoting " do or don't" never try...

However, have you ever wonder how one circumstance or even one small incident can cause the opportunity you thought you have wonder away? When you imagine and even film play it in ur brain? and it dint turn out the way it was suppose to be?

Well, it will still come, maybe with a little more patience.. Till then , to anyone or everyone out there. Grab on the opportunity, and never let go!

Confessions

Confessions can be good, bad, terrible, sweet, horrible, disgusting, unbearable and etc etc...

It will never feel nice if u always hold it to yourself, you hold it for 5 yrs, 10 yrs, 15 yrs, and on and on.. and u never get out of it... maybe you will be forgive after confessing? maybe loved ? maybe Improve?

Things will not happen if no one said anything, argument wont start by a person, problem wont arise without 2 parties, marriage wont happen if there is no proposal...

Nobody likes to rush things, it might take a while before things can work out. It may not always turn out how we want it/or it may turn out the other way. Nevertheless, one should embrace the result, as it is a bold step and it takes a lot of courage to do it.

Life is never the same, it changes everyday, every hour, every minute and every second. Hence, do it, do what you think, if u lose the plot, continue doing it till you get it right....

Dead... but not Gone

Ok, thanks to Mr. Three Surname that now i feel so dead...

This is stupid me and Tan Chin Lim(three surname)

We've been walking this road long,

and trying to find my way to success.

How much effort we try, it never seem to materialize.

The old us has died. The new you and me rising up to the challenge. But now

i think i am going to die as well.

Life is tough. Going it through it is even tougher, and living in it with no sense

of satisfaction makes it worse...

Past is Past, Present is Present, and Future is Unknown.

Dead i am, there is no more life in me, but i dont seem to be going anywhere....

So i take time out and think, and i often drift into a world which is total stranger to me.

and damm,

I think im really dead. But sadly not gone.... and dear three surname, i hope u feel me.

CHiillllz