A few experience for a few days

I went to the golf course for the first time.
Damm, i sucked big time, it was awful, embarassed, and i think i do not know where should i put my face.

But after going through the humility and sad experience, i learnt how to play, at least a little. Which is the first step to success.. i hope i will be able to play well one day. Not now mayb, but i will.

Do not always give up when you do not get what u want, go for it, strive for it, remember, before u can walk up straight, u started crawling and subsequently enduring a few falls before u eventually run around with your two feet.

Not all people around you are nice. i have experience that as well. But i will just sometimes be nice. If i do not be nice, i will just comply, as i believe, the guy up there know's what is best for me... friends can be nice, and awful, some can even backstap you for their own good... i've been through it as well, well, all i can say, embrace it and learn through experience.. What to do... Life ma! who say it was gonna be easy?

When i was studying, i did not do well, i always suck. i even have a friend who tells me nonsense and i fail the paper. I picked up myself up, since nobody help, i usually approach the lecturer or ask somebody else, there is bound to be somebody who is willing to help. I will never say i live a good study life. i failed my college before i got my degree ( small kids, please do not do this ). Until now, i still doubt whether did i do the correct course. But i've been through it, it was never a neccessity to study, but it is like a passport to a lot of people. Without it, life will be tougher. Unless u live with it, or u will suffer and wither with it...

When you think that nobody appreciate you, look around you, if there is still nobody, walk up to ur parents, they are the last person who will ever abandon you. But still, there is of course some different case where the friends are better appreciater than the parents.

Well, i have tons and tons of thing to write, but im so tired these days, i have so many things running through my head, i do not know where will i stop, sleep and leisure has become a luxury to me....

Good night... zzzzz.......

Someone gve me durian.. but i do not eat.. so guess what i did...


i tried to hang it as a earring, but it was futile.. it was too heavy.. so in the
end i just decided to hold it.. 1 big 1 small... ekeke