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234, adding it all together is a number 9.

Number 9 is a good number . Number 9 is an auspicious number. Or is it?

anyhow, to keep my own self diary alive. I decided to write something today. Write write write....

4 years has passed. Ever since i left university and step into working life. I looked back, realized that i have done a lot. But with an achievement that i dont feel proud. I dont see the value of it. Alll i learned was the experience, and the process of it. And stepping into the future. I dont feel proud of it.

To me, planning is the way to excel. Implementing your own plan may sometimes turn bizzare, or otherwise. But of course, executing it the right way and right guidance will propel you to success much easier.

I sometimes think im dumb, not knowing what the hell im involving myself in. When everything gets backfired, i re-look on what the mistakes i did, and felt really really bad and awful about it. And it takes me a looooong time to get over it. Or maybe even not at times.

 But yet, without failure there is no success, picking myself up again. This year is 2010. and everystep i make from now, im gonna do it with what i think is the best, and of course, with other ppl giving a chance, or it might even work. Then again, i'm not a man surrounded by lucky stars, so i could only look up to the sky and tell the Big Man Up there, Dont Forget me!! =)