Another Depressing Episode

what have i done wrong to get myself into the hospital, food poisoning or whatsoever?
blardy hell, i cant recall what really happen for the pass few days....

THe best part isnt settling down yet, for me now.. honestly is the worst policy, being nice is the last thing i wil ever do, being whatever shit will be the last shitty things u will ever hear from me... i suck to the max.... i aint good looking and neither i am rich, so im a horrible sucker who doesnt belong to this fucking world...