Happy Days are past.....

Im Happy!

Now Im not!

Im Happy For so many People~ But Im unhappy at myself..

They say trials bring results.. But they did not say good or bad result.

Now im here. in kampar. i do not know whether to say im glad that im here or im glad that i left everything behind and left with no goal ahead.

I made a promise, I will leave the my last job after 3 years, i did. I promised myself, i have to start something on my on. I did. I made other promises as well. But i think it will not come true anymore .

Now.. Im Happy!! for the last 5 seconds, that is because i read a joke online. haha.. stupid jokes stupid stupid jokes!!

How i wish that i will go back to to a baby, facing the world knowing no evil, no struggle, no fighting, everything is just pure, what a wonderful world to come to....