Raining Raining Raining...

Its 5.30 PM now, and it’s been raining for the past 1 hour... I love when it rains, it washes away dirt and clog on the road, washes away the heat wave that everyone has to endure. The best part for me; it makes memories come flying back, whether it’s a happy one or a sad one.


Looking back, 3 years ago, I was in Etiqa, every time when it rains, I always go to the window and look down, pity all the cars that is stuck in a jam, the people who needs an umbrella to get to one place. Looking out, I always dream, when will be the day that I will not need to work for other people. I will have the free time that I need, working hard and doing stuffs that I enjoy.

Every drop of rain that hits the window, makes a nice song, sometimes even with a drum of lighting that gives you a shock. Standing by the window was one of my favorite spot in the office. My colleagues always asked me why I am standing there. But they never knew what I was thinking..  Probably they thought I was day dreaming away again. This is one of the picture i took when i was still working back then...

Also, when it rain, it makes me think of my friends... haha.. How they love rain. I have a friend who is in particular loves it. That is because he says that he can court a girl in the rain. I still recall there was once, I fetch him out for a drink, then he saw her favorite gal at mamak, and it was raining heavily, suddenly, the gal asked whether he had an umbrella. He didn’t!! I had, but it’s in the car! And I needed to run to the car under the rain, fetch an umbrella just to help him out. He got his wish anyway. And I’m drenched from the running… But I’m glad he was happy about it. Really stupid what guys will do to make a girl happy, not excluding me as well.

Well, for bad memories, its better that I skip it, M trying to forget all. 

Hmm.. Dreaming back, 3 years ago, I still had a gf, she always complained that I do not have enough time for her. So I made a vow to myself. I always make vows without realizing whether I could accomplish it a not. Haha.. So yea, you can call me a dreamer. The vow was, after 3 years, when I saved enough; I will come out and start something on my own. Then we will have the free time we need. However, at this very moment, I am here, home, having all the free time. But Single. It’s funny how life can turn out. One moment you can have something, just in a short span, you realize so many things has changed. Guess this moment is going to stay for a very long time... Wonder when she will surface, hopefully she will appear… like an angel. Then I don’t need to day dream anymore. She sure will be in my dream every single night....

Anyhow, its still raining... Guess it really washed the whole Malaysia Clean Clean before he leaves, leaving behind is a scent of fresh smell and new hope for all the people out there...