Sad, awful and worst, dissapointed.

This few days, i have been bugged by unnecessary stress...

What i do, i cant get the agreement of everyone. What i say, its either pain to the ear or nonsense, what i think of, its either useless or make no-sense.

Its so hard to please everyone. I dont know what can i do anymore. I cant keep going on like this. Hiding all the sorrows inside my small little heart has taken a toll on me. I started having nightmares, i started having insomia, worst, i even lost my appetite...

I tried to put up a plan, but it doesnt seem to go so well, i tried alternating it, but i got bad remarks on it instead. I try A, B, C, D, E, instead i get Z, Y, X, W, V. .....

I want to talk to someone, but i dont know who to call.. i dont know who to disturb.. Surely no one wants to listen to negative things, humans prefer happiness instead of sorrows....

I always say if u wish upon the sky, make sure there is a lot of star's, or your dream wont come true, because there is too many people and just a few star cant able to fulfill anyone wishes.. but tonight.. there is no STAR insight at all.. which makes me feel more dissapointed.... sweet dreams.... its really very awful...