One of those sleepless nights....

When i need a shoulder, i cant find one.
When i need a person to share problems with, i cant find one who truly understands it.
When i feel like talking to someone, it is always at a wrong time.

I feel happy, yet sad at the same time.
I feel like im the same with everyone. But lack in m something
I feel the need to go for what i want, but always stumble..

I pick myself up, just to fall again. and again.
I pick what i want, and it always the wrong choice
I pick everything i need, and yet still forget what is the most important one.

I like to Help, but always helpless, or not given any chance at all....
I like to know how to express, but speechless at times...
I like to see you smile, but chances are not there...

I always dream, but always awake in reality
I always wanted to contribute, but unable to contribute, instead, needs to be contribute.
I always think, but too much thinking KILLS..
It is just another one of the nights..