All Time Low

My self confidence, self esteem.. have been plunging and plunging.. just like what the credit crunch did to the world.

I cant seem to find where i stand, where i belong, what i should do, how should i react and counting counting counting on and on and on....

i do not dare to try, or even try at anything at all.... im just afraid that it will not turn out the way
it shud be and i will up for another downfall.

i hope god will guide me. but being a free thinker.. i think he might not be able to lend a hand..

i do not know where should i seek guidance. i only know how to complain and let it run in my mind.

The season is here. whatever characteristic i have, its all time low. Time to Crash it. Either it will recover, or it never will....