Running with time

Few Months ago, time to me was nothing, i was moving with time, adjusting to it. Harmonizing myself wit it.

Now, I am running with time, or should i put it, trying to outrun it. I came to realize that everyday is precious, whe one thing didnt turn out well, moving on is important, stagnant is = wasting time.

Like i always say, for me, without money, means i failed to be succesful, that is why i am trying to make myself a succesful one by going around, sourcing for ideas, learn, and applied it. But i came to realize there was not enough time for me. I do not know why, but end of the day, even tho i felt that i have lived my day, i still felt there is lack of something...

With my workload now, commitment, and hardwork, it was cuz of some1. The sentence made from that some1 kicked me out of my idiotic thought. Got me awake, understanding how much time i wasted last time. Obviously i kept it all inside. Being the typical me, its pretty hard for me to be expressive in terms of emotion.

The person made me realize a few things, things that was inevitable, things that will only work out if there is a chemistry, problems that will arise if action wasnt made. And to be really honest, i did all these cuz of what was spoken.

Now that all this thing is taking up my time and my mind, i will start thinking.. Is all this hardwork worth it?

But it is really Tired, very tired to run with the time....