Gloomy

Today is a gloomy day... i do not know why, i should be happy.. But i find myself = Not at all Happy....

I haven been home for few days, i am starting to miss home, now i realize why they say home sweet home. I miss my dad, i miss my family members, i miss the street, i miss where i can call friends to yum cha, miss the time that i can find someone to for a movie.. etc etc...

Tmr is gonna be another new day, how i hope i can foresee my future, at least i could find comfort in everything i do. But i know that is impossible, it will never happen. But i still wish it happen... =.=

I hope that i could get everything sorted out. Then i could at least head home and see my dear daddy, my sister just got a job offer, bravo to her, make sure you read the offer and contract before you make ur decision!! its critical!! one decision can decide ur path to doom or glory!!!

Its already 12 am, i am tired, but i cant seem to sleep, i feel like finding someone to talk to, but nobody will be awake at this time. Now im really in the gloomy mode, not even close to happy mood, dammit, but i cant do anything about but just sleep it away....

HAIHZ!!!!!!