The Fact is, i dont give a Shit about U.

Just how you thought that given other people compliments they deserve, when the truth is. it was never worth it. neither deserve it.

Had a few conversation today, looks like despite of being at the most cautious mindset at all times, there is still flaw to different perception and interpretation of judging people. and HOW true. HOW true that turn out to be.

I am getting sick and tired of all this kind of SHIT. no one out there is fucking sincere. Everyone has their own agenda, with a strong intention to do betray, acting selfish, or even backstabbing. . or probably, doesnt even have a knack what are they doing and often confusing themselves and have no great idea what they have just accidentally say, or not chosen the right word to say. or even being contradicting where there is no fact or common sense at all. But nonetheless, like they always say. it is a DEMOCRACY world. everyone has their own mindset.

i have always defended what i think or perceive good, but now i realize there is no such thing as fairness, we are out for survival, and the game play is to destroy whoever it's in the path, with no mercy.

The truth will always only reveal if there is a relationship. if there is no, there is never a harmony. Putting everything aside, there is still true relationship, but nonetheless, rare. Its always about understanding, being *trust*worthy, honestly, all the beautiful yet weak words.

i never know when i will stumble again one that i can consider full sincere, or even truthful, where i could start a relationship, any relationship. because, i think i myself is changing, and the Fact is, i dont even give a SHIT about U or myself!

Enough is Enough. I think i should start planning my holidays again. Who want free holidays? my treat =0