Feeling the world of pain

I will start writing back here.

Cant believe that i am starting right now.

I am in a fucking bad condition. What a sweet day to start writing again.. i'm in pain. Fuck.

i cant believe i'm actually battling against this virus.. urggh... i hope i win. or they say, i can go BYEBYE.
haha.. if i BYEBYE. then really BYEBYE.

Lets pray for now.. Amitabha, that i live long enough to feel the joy, to see the joy and to have joy.