Monday, March 07, 2011

7/3/11

Judgment Day.

Urgghh... My head is still very muc hurts, the throbbing pain its constantly there. its so hard to shake it off. Please please move away...

Well, To Day i will end everything for the past few years. at least leave it and try to move on. It's always about moving forward. Isn't it.

I practically spend this 2 days in 1utama MPH book store. it was like my library. I just took a few books, went to the MRC lounge and started reading alone there. How often i can surprise myself that i could actually do that when it was last time, i will prolly choose to spend time with some other people, making other people happy. Putting effort in doing. Now that it seems. So far. I guess i have to walk a certain path before i could do that again.

Books now to me is like medicine to my soul. I wanna absorb as much knowledge i can in the books and start applying it. I think i wasted too much time. To some other ppl, i prolly had what i can say, unimaginable with what i have achieve this far. But to me, i think i am way behind of some people, and there is lots of catching up to do.

My body is starting to recover from the bad SNAKES! bad snakes i meant, really bad one, i am feeling healthier, which give me more reason that i shouldn't always stay up late at night doing nothing. All i needed was time management. I use to set apart a certain time for people i cared, love, enjoyed spending time with. used to. Mayb i will again in the future, but as at current moment, well, i dont know. GUess sometimes u really dont wanna put in effort anymore when things doesn't happen. Change for the better one. never regret. Only remember =)  I myself is turning into some1 i don't know. I'm just trying so hard to achieve something in my life. at least if i get a wife next time, i wouldn't want her to suffer. Sufferings are bad for health.

I had what i want now, at least i could say, free of debts,a few plans that are falling into places, but im still working towards that dream. The dream that i could give my love ones a better life.  i just need to manage my finances. Not that i have a lot. But i am always working towards that amount .. and to figure out ways to sustain it rather than just short term earnings.

Lovely day. i will say, full of activities, even tho i must admit it was half a day in MPH, and another half wasted having dinner and supper with friends from Kiara, DJ and i dont know who.

Good nite. "Yawn"

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