7/3/11
Judgment Day.
Urgghh... My head is still very muc hurts, the throbbing pain its constantly there. its so hard to shake it off. Please please move away...
Well, To Day i will end everything for the past few years. at least leave it and try to move on. It's always about moving forward. Isn't it.
I practically spend this 2 days in 1utama MPH book store. it was like my library. I just took a few books, went to the MRC lounge and started reading alone there. How often i can surprise myself that i could actually do that when it was last time, i will prolly choose to spend time with some other people, making other people happy. Putting effort in doing. Now that it seems. So far. I guess i have to walk a certain path before i could do that again.
Books now to me is like medicine to my soul. I wanna absorb as much knowledge i can in the books and start applying it. I think i wasted too much time. To some other ppl, i prolly had what i can say, unimaginable with what i have achieve this far. But to me, i think i am way behind of some people, and there is lots of catching up to do.
My body is starting to recover from the bad SNAKES! bad snakes i meant, really bad one, i am feeling healthier, which give me more reason that i shouldn't always stay up late at night doing nothing. All i needed was time management. I use to set apart a certain time for people i cared, love, enjoyed spending time with. used to. Mayb i will again in the future, but as at current moment, well, i dont know. GUess sometimes u really dont wanna put in effort anymore when things doesn't happen. Change for the better one. never regret. Only remember =) I myself is turning into some1 i don't know. I'm just trying so hard to achieve something in my life. at least if i get a wife next time, i wouldn't want her to suffer. Sufferings are bad for health.
I had what i want now, at least i could say, free of debts,a few plans that are falling into places, but im still working towards that dream. The dream that i could give my love ones a better life. i just need to manage my finances. Not that i have a lot. But i am always working towards that amount .. and to figure out ways to sustain it rather than just short term earnings.
Lovely day. i will say, full of activities, even tho i must admit it was half a day in MPH, and another half wasted having dinner and supper with friends from Kiara, DJ and i dont know who.
Good nite. "Yawn"
Urgghh... My head is still very muc hurts, the throbbing pain its constantly there. its so hard to shake it off. Please please move away...
Well, To Day i will end everything for the past few years. at least leave it and try to move on. It's always about moving forward. Isn't it.
I practically spend this 2 days in 1utama MPH book store. it was like my library. I just took a few books, went to the MRC lounge and started reading alone there. How often i can surprise myself that i could actually do that when it was last time, i will prolly choose to spend time with some other people, making other people happy. Putting effort in doing. Now that it seems. So far. I guess i have to walk a certain path before i could do that again.
Books now to me is like medicine to my soul. I wanna absorb as much knowledge i can in the books and start applying it. I think i wasted too much time. To some other ppl, i prolly had what i can say, unimaginable with what i have achieve this far. But to me, i think i am way behind of some people, and there is lots of catching up to do.
My body is starting to recover from the bad SNAKES! bad snakes i meant, really bad one, i am feeling healthier, which give me more reason that i shouldn't always stay up late at night doing nothing. All i needed was time management. I use to set apart a certain time for people i cared, love, enjoyed spending time with. used to. Mayb i will again in the future, but as at current moment, well, i dont know. GUess sometimes u really dont wanna put in effort anymore when things doesn't happen. Change for the better one. never regret. Only remember =) I myself is turning into some1 i don't know. I'm just trying so hard to achieve something in my life. at least if i get a wife next time, i wouldn't want her to suffer. Sufferings are bad for health.
I had what i want now, at least i could say, free of debts,a few plans that are falling into places, but im still working towards that dream. The dream that i could give my love ones a better life. i just need to manage my finances. Not that i have a lot. But i am always working towards that amount .. and to figure out ways to sustain it rather than just short term earnings.
Lovely day. i will say, full of activities, even tho i must admit it was half a day in MPH, and another half wasted having dinner and supper with friends from Kiara, DJ and i dont know who.
Good nite. "Yawn"
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