Standing on the Edge of the Cliff

Looking back at everything, i always wonder what i am doing.

I've change so many jobs, yet cant seem to find one that i passionate about....

Maybe if i am more focus, i would have been somebody.. i do not need to give up everything till i have nothing to bother me to start anew and no worries for anybody except myself.

Thinking Back, i think i was really selfish, i always and not bothered about other people except myself. I give up so many things across this path....until some i cant seem to find the right way to move on anymore.

The feeling is like standing on the edge, always do not know whether to jump or not to jump.. Jump to escape from everything, or do not jump to stay as it is.....

Stress Sial....

Biking 101

Its 5 am now...

Lalala... Not even sleepy yet... I think i will be dead tomorrow. But everything will turn out okie i think(hope).

Back to Biking 101. After so so so many years..

Finally i got myself a sifu in riding a bike.. The best part, its a SHE! geng le.. i don't think everyone will be as lucky as me lu.. haha.. But the riding lesson is pretty late, starts at 12 am and end at 1am. Just one lesson and u will be as good as a pro. For me is free, for others, there is a fee charge. RM100 per lesson.

Started off by learning how to start the engine.. i keep starting but keep failing. Sien. But i never give up, finally learn how to start the stupid engine. I presume its not my fault. Must be the old Motorbike. Anyway, cant complain much, it was a borrowed one. Haha...

2nd Lesson, Put gear one and do not turn the handle too hard or else... the motor will Fly!~

3nd Lesson, She said go and ride and learn yourself...haha.. pretty much true... only 3 steps.. Kau Tim! Damm pro de me..

Can even fetch people behind me.. haha.. She even taught me to stand when pillion riding.. dangerous. She has a history of *Mat Rempiting* back at her hometown.. Scary Gal.. very dangerous as well.

But all in all its a very nice lesson. Finally something worthwhile.

p/s.. too bad she got too many people going after..hahaha...if not i can help the single's outside. She always too busy on her phone!! always someone texting her asking her out or even come to the store find her.....hahahaha.. stories and stories .... !!

The Shui Bian Guy

Enough of my Aussie trip... Shall update it again.. my hands are tired resizing all the pictures and thinking of what to write... haha... gonna let the brain rest a little while.. its getting lazy as well....

I haven been able to sleep even tho i feel really sleepy.. one of those insomnia nights...

The eyelids was just gonna close and suddenly one voice came into the head. *Ni Tai Shui Bian Le La!! Dou bu Zhi Dao Ni De Qian Nu You Xi Huan Ni Shen Mo* ( which translates to, You are too easy going! wonder what all your ex-gf like in you ).......

Suddenly just hit me.. hmm... the thought was like.. someone did tell me this before .. but i didnt change.. N obviously all the inevitable happen.. .

Maybe i shouldn't be so shui bian anymore.. time to change myself. Be Stern and strong on my own stand. Shui Bian also always get all the wrong message across... Rather not be/than be.

Aussssie Trip ( 2nd Day )

Ta Da!!!

Sudah second day lu..... hehehe.. let the picture below explains how the day went lar...

Thesis Statement = Breakfast - King's Park - Swan River - Fremantle

Work up 6 in the morning to help my aunt cook... hahah.. more like buat kacau...

Breakfast Time!! Fried Bihun, Black Soy Sauce Chicken and Chili!!

King's Park. It's a memorials to commemorate the history and courage of the people of
Western Australia.... 400 hectares sial.. .since 1872...

Dad whisper to me that he is gonna pick up all the bill!!

Wishing well, wishing everything daddy say is true...Krring Krring...

The wish didn't come true, was just a joke.... and now I'm worried, and
distraught on the future spending...(and this is the swan river.. )
The City behind is Perth City....

This kid is really tired after whole day fetching us in and out...

Finally!! Beach!! Fremantle!! Arrive after 30 min of Drive!!

My Aunt isn't impress by this Copper Fisherman.. i told her it will come
alive after 2 am in the morning...hahaha.. trying hard to get her to be interested :P

Aussssie Trip ( 1st Day Trip )

Now, lets move on to the next stop...

I'm trying to upload everything by tonight.. (morning) because i will be back in kampar like a few more hours.. Tired! Its pretty taxing tho........

Nevertheless....

After the Uni trip, it was to NorthBridge to have lunch, Then to the city to shop.. ahaha.. all my sister request.. i always hate shoppiing.. unless im really rich.. or let me put it this way., i only like to earn.. then let my other half spend.. but now dont have.. so i pretty much will save it up as i always do....

After walking and walking.. then it was to dinner with Uncle Yam! finally Meeting him! He is one of my dad's closest friend during their teenage days.. and since daddy always talk about him so much, i am really looking forward in meeting him... And We will be heading to Joondalup for some chinese dinnnerr......

Urmm.. Blue Cat? hahaha... the Transperth Free Bus to the City!!
Am still smiling its because... Its Free!!

Now, this is Jonathan Teh, and My Dearest Aunt..

The Four That Went Below of Malaysia, Past Indonesia and to WA, Perth

Wee~~~ The Commonwealth Bank of Australia! Right in the City!

Now, dont get me wrong, we did went to Joondalup for dinner, but the picture wasnt
impressive enough.. so this is the picture i took when we were in Uncle Yam's place...

Aussssie Trip ( Touch Down )

O La La!! After siX long hours in the plane, finally we are already there in Perth, Australia!! My bro, Mr Jonathan Teh( i call him Ah Tong tho) was already there in a silver Jazz waiting for us outside the airport, ready to ferry us back to his home where we will be crashing over for the next 6 days! So nice of him letting us cramp into his beautiful home which he shares with her sister Judy.. which i also known for at least more than 8 years.. cant wait forward to see her as well!!

The first trip out only started at 10 o clock... Mr. Teh told us that everything in perth only starts running at 10.. and we reach like 6 in the morning.. so what do we do there? ahaha.. for the next 4 hours.. we were spending time watching a tv series named (Tong Sam Gai).. very very nice show.. i love it.. hahaha... when i was back then in kampar, everyone was laughing at me as i was missing out such a good show. Now that i ahve the opportunity, M so gonna watch the whole show here in Aus and show off back there! haha.. moreover, Judy is an avid Fan of all these series.. so i bet i wont miss out any good show...

So, at 10, we went out to Gai Gai.. Jalan Jalan.. or Sight Seeeing.....

FIRST STOP,

CURTIN UNIVERSITY OF TECHNOLOGY

The very first picture taken of the university..( not impressive at all )


I could have been studying in the lecture hall if i accepted my mom's proposal
to come over for half a year...


Map of the University, Lecture Halls Tutorial Classes and etc etc

I swore i could have fallen in love with this, sitting under the tree to study or just to
Nap...

Where i got my Lifelong PassPort,
CURTIN UNIVERSITY OF TECHNOLOGY

Aussssie!! (Boarding.... )

Finally, after months of savings. enduring every breakfast of roti canai and plain water... the day has finally arrive for a sweet holiday planned at least 6 months ago. And of course, Much Thanks to the Cheap Air Ticket from AirAsia.. which is again much more cheaper now..

A Glimpse of the Airplane Before We Take Off.....

M a happy man for now, before i start comparing the exchange rate and conversion...

Muh Proud Daddy.... Smiling His way to the Camera...Looking good!

Sista and Dearest Er Yi.. Sponsored Trip! Forgive her as she doesnt like to take picture...

Air Stewardess!! The prettiest of all in the plane.. * i think *.. but i didnt wanna take her picture, i was actually going for the AIRASIA X on the plane wall... but since she is there.. just tangkap la!

Racing Against Time

Gosh, now only i get to update a short blog...

Everyday to me seems so hectic, i haven't even have time to update my Aussie Trip!!

I really hope the schedule will end soon.. I do not see any result at this very moment, which i really hope to see...

Now im back in KL, in another few hours... i will be in another state... how i wish that i will have someone who can understand what i'm doing..

Nevertheles.. Got to run again.. JIA YOU ah Mr. KHENG!

至少我是这么想。。。

今天，我对一个人说，我要赚很多很多的钱，但那个人却对我说，钱是赚不完的。。

钱对我来说，不是很重要。。 但我希望有钱是因为钱可以解绝99% 的问题。。。
只要有钱，做事都比较安心。。但就别因为钱而做伤天还理的事。。。

哎，岁月如流，没人能知道明日会发生什么。。。 只要能全心全力去珍惜每一天和身边的每一个人，
相信那一个人会活的很开心和充实。。。

想说什么就说什么。。 别什么事都收在心里头。。 短暂还好，长久就或许会有后悔感想。。。

晚安啦。。。希望我的梦想会实现。。。

一个人是不会嫌钱多。。。至少我是这么想。。。

Night Thoughts....

Change is undeniable, whether its to the better or worst.

Few months back, when everything crumbled, i decided to end it. Maybe it was a bad decision or bad call, but i guess there has to be someone who is adamant enough to stop everything.. So i took the decision ...

But looking back now, maybe its just me, i think i probably made a good decision. Things changes, everything changed, people are much happier, there is no more arguments, only sweet talks and messages flying around. The best part is, the ability to let go and accepting something new...

Sometimes, things said aren't all truthful, it may alter last minute, it may change. Comment's, statement made can be all fake, can be truthful. Still it may even stand at the very last moment.
Most importantly, its what you perceive and think in the heart. If you think that it is true, it will always be true, if you think that it is horrible, it could only be worst.

At this point of time, even though i maybe branded as cruel, i still will not regret my stand, i may regret the move taken, but i will not regret what i said. Looking back all the things I've done, i was trying to be someone, and not being myself. Maybe if i was myself, then i wouldn't have face so much obstacle...

Finally, i can walk away now, in peace, into a portal of unknown.

Pulau Ketam ( Episode II )

Well, the last thing was the dragon stick, hahaha.. after all the dragons were being lit, it was already dark, and time to turn in...

The next morning, we had a short walk around the beach, it was opposite of Pulau Ketam, you got to have a boat/sampan to get there, and its consider a sinking island over there because when the waves sweeps in, the island will go invincible!!!

I was walking down the beach when i saw this *dead*fish, looks like bawal putih to me.. hehehe.. so i picked up and decided to honour it by having a picture with it.. But mind you, the fish was already dead for at least a day i believe.. because it was.. STINKY!!!

Then i threw the fish back where it belong, the sea... didnt want it to rot on the sand, it wiwll attract unwanted visitors and bacteria....

Then i moved on to have a snap with my heng Dai... Decided to have a strong pose! turns out all right!! haha.. but i think i bend too much... i had a backache after that.. ouch!

Last but not the least, i always try to take a picture that i can define the feelings in my heart.. just like the picture below.. Walking into a sea of unknown, nothing beside me, and waiting for some one who can share my adventure with me.... (fishes maybe)?? haha..

Neck Structure!

So i was talking to this person today, gosh, i always miss talking to this person, i do not know why, maybe i can just be myself when i talked and there is no limitations... haha.. but this person is one tough person to handle, the only danger is you will never get a reply if X(this person) thinks that the text you send is not important!! hahaha..

Well, M gonna stop on X flaws, lets have a look on what i just realize today... after so bloody long... But its a good thing when u cant see all the good things when you know one person. So i was talking and talking.. then X was a little pissed, quite pissed i would say with someone in the management, so she was practically getting all weapons and ammo's out and ready to go to war if the management were to go against X's wishes. As X was talking, i was listening.. and i realize.. wow, what a beautiful neck structure X has! the two bars that connects the neck to the face, as u can see below... ( there is only one below by the way...) cant do much due to the limitations..

it was like a rhythm!! when X speaks, it was very synchronize, just like what we see in an orchestra, the piano and the guitar makes a perfect combination. This was the same feeling i had when i saw how the structure moved!!

Haha.. i would say it was quite exhilarating.. i do not mean anything, but sometimes, i realize, all our naked eyes see are just beauty and not knowing other structure can be so beautiful... what more the heart and the future that we cant see!

p/s, im not a PERV by the way, just sharing the thoughts on my daily observation N happenings.. cheers... Thanks X!

Best N the Rest

Today was my sister graduation.. Graduan >>> Graduate! sounds impressive the tagline.. I love that tagline as well!!

Well, anyway.. congrats to her and all the other graduates who got their *official* cert today. Well, judging on the amount of people getting their degrees in their specialized field. Corporate companies will not face any trouble on short of human resource. Grats again to the graduate's in getting their certs and Good Luck to their future employers!

However, one thing came across my mind when i see all this fresh graduates, there was a few things that crossed my mind at that moment...

1) this is only partially one group of them. There is so many learning institutes, universities out there.. imaging the students who are graduating.. I think the amount, Impressive. Mayb 10 thousand graduates? 20? nobody knows...

2) What job will they apply? What companies will take them ? Do they stand a chance to be succesful like their parents ? Some will, Some will not, For those who are not, they will just have to try extra hard ( just lik me )

3) Hrmm.. I just dont know where are they heading.. Still., i wish them good luck!

Nevertheless, i always think that the best will always be the one which will outshine others.

But, If you are not the Best,
Then you might just fall in the category of *you are just like the rest*....

Just Like this dishes, not oustanding.. Just like any other dishes... where u can get anywhere...