26/4/2011

Good Morning to 26/4/2011.

A day to remember and forget was yesterday, 25/4/2011.

Practically, i had to take a flight up to Terengganu for a meeting, then back to KL and then back to Penang this morning...

I complained about the funny flight schedule. Morning flight, NIght flight back, how worse can it be? wasnt there any other flights? well, apparently, there isnt. the FIREFLY styles...

Well, living with it was bad enough when the meeting ended at 12, it was a looooong and horrible wait till 7, and getting a message informing the passengers that the plane will be delayed from 9pm to 11pm. Oh wow and oh so great...  It was another additional wait...

Then another announcement rang out at 10.45, the plane will arrive at 11.30. Another sweet delay, in my mind, i was really considering to spend my time in the airport, since it will be less than 5 hours be4 i depart back to Penang. gosh! .

A day to live again tomorrow. and hope for the best.

Yaawn

Now, it has been 2 weeks im here.

Generally.. i do not know where am i yet..  everything is still so blur as at this moment. Nothing seem concrete, i guess that is what they say, STARTS from scratch.

i actually has a lot and a lot to write. but suddenly, im here and i am stuck and not knowing where and what to write. seemingly bad if i am facing such situation i presume.

Let me see, tonight i write about myself. What do i see in myself.

I see.. a young punk. Still growing Up.
I see , a person who plan and keep trying to work harder and harder and harder...
I see, a person, who is completely a MORON.
I see, a kid who is trying to improve.
I see, a PERSON.. I see. MYSELF, I see. JUST LOUIS.

Another Oh So Boring Saturday.

It is another Saturday.. Another One Wasted.. Time Flies..

I spend muh whole day watching  TV... which i dont usually even do on weekends when im back there in KL!

GOsh!!!!

N now i am all alone here.... .eating, watching, typing..

I think i need to start dancing class. haha

April 8.

The Law of Hateness and DespiseNess....

Louis Kheng,

Be a horrible man, a terrible man, TIME to change. U are too nice.. always think of other ppl.
only by changing u can be strong and powerful.

Nice

I've had enough of being nice, no way I will be able to be nice anymore because I certainly don't think it is worth it at all .

I grew tired of being good to everybody, never questioning, n I guess that is why I'm alwYs nice, Tats all.

Horribly enough, I despise everything around me now. At least if Im suffering from chronic memory loss, I do not need to consider what is happening around me. I could just easily forget things and then not worried about them.

Yahoo! Freedom at last! Fuck y'all!

The No's of everything...

No idea, No Direction, No Reason, Lost, Dont know what to do.

That settles for me for now. Smone gave me this Chinese Term *wu Li Tou Xu* N voila, i think it fits perfectly into me suddenly. I have no idea how it got into my mind. But impressively it did leave a mark in my bloody brain.

So i have to figure out what happened. And what can happened.
My mind is not currently even functioning the way it should be. Deprived of focus.

FOCUS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! LOUIS KHENG!